Just sitting and waiting...
Okay not really I am chasing after a two year old all day, but she's so easy going that somedays, like today, we just curl up and read books and snuggle. She'll kiss my belly and say hi to the baby. Sometimes he kicks in response and her eyes get all big... I think she's starting to grasp what's really going on. It's just when he comes out that will really throw her for a loop.
I really am getting quite anxious and I am sure most women whom have given birth are going, "sheesh 34 weeks is nothing!" But honestly I have never been pregnant this long with so many instances that result in me just going home. I have lower pressure and every time I make a trip to the bathroom I secretly wish to see the "plug" so we can just have this baby already.
I am also unsure how many more times Prince can get excited. He's always wanted that one big moment where we rush to the hospital and have the baby... well we've rushed many times and we all know that there's no baby. When I do need to go in it'll probably be like the time we went in on January 02, 2006.
That morning I felt weird and called my OB they told me to come in to the hospital to be checked, please bare in mind that I had already gone in multiple times, been hospitalized and was on bedrest. Prince decided that it was most likely nothing and decided to shower and get ready. I waited patiently and then began writing Prince is slow on the condensed front door window. We finally got to the hospital, I was dialated to 6 and there we were... two years later the rest is history. But we both have felt sort of cheated out of that one big moment.
So now we wait till I say "go" and this time I hope it's like we always dreamed... ha ha. I have my bag semi-packed, his take home outfit ready to go. The car seat is installed and the numbers for the cleft team are saved in my phonebook. All we need now is a clear plan of what to do with Riah if it's day or night. I know my Mom will come at the sound of a telephone ring, her bags are packed... problem is she lives two hours away. I am sure most of my friends are dreading to answer when I call because we have probably out used our sources with our previous scares.
I am sure it will all work out, all we need now is the baby.
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